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Why is it
Everything I love
Hates me in return?
It's as if
Everything I touch
Crumbles to ash.
A butterfly
That I want to catch,
But eludes my fingers.
It's you.
I want you to hold me.
I want you to love me.
An evil thing:
Jealousy. A part of me;
I'm filled with evil.
I'm sorry,
I can't help myself.
There are no excuses.
Everything I love
Hates me in return?
It's as if
Everything I touch
Crumbles to ash.
A butterfly
That I want to catch,
But eludes my fingers.
It's you.
I want you to hold me.
I want you to love me.
An evil thing:
Jealousy. A part of me;
I'm filled with evil.
I'm sorry,
I can't help myself.
There are no excuses.
I'm sorry I love you.
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Im Sorry
Tears stain my bed sheets
A thing you'll never know
I want something I once had
A long long time ago
I never should have treated you,
Like the way I did,
But what can you expect from a broken girl,
Who inside is just a kid
I wish I could say I'm sorry,
And I wish you would care,
But now I know you wont listen,
You'll never ever be there
I wish I could tell you how much I hate,
Myself for doing what I have done
But I cant change the past
And it wont ever be undone
Hours feel like weeks,
And months feel like years,
I let myself become controlling,
So maybe i wouldn't have to face my fears.
But in the end it cost you pain,
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im sorry
I'm sorry that I love you,
I'm sorry that I care.
I'm sorry that you've taken for granted,
this beautiful love we share.
I'm sorry for the heartache,
I'm sorry for all the pain.
I'm sorry if you feel you gave,
and I didn't give back the same.
I'm sorry for keeping you waiting,
I'm sorry if I've wasted your time.
I'm sorry you think I'm not worthy,
and you no longer want to be mine.
I'm sorry for misunderstanding,
something that I thought was true.
I'm sorry if you don't understand,
why I do all the things I do.
I'm sorry for all my feelings,
they're obviously not enough.
I'm sorry that you had to let me go,
cause
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Hate.
I hate myself.
I mean someone has to.
I look in the mirror and all I see,
Is someone ugly.
No matter how hard I try,
And no matter what I say or do,
I mess everything up.
Nothing goes right,
Everything goes wrong.
I can't do anything right.
I want to please everyone,
If I can't be happy then
I should at least make others happy.
I mess everything up.
I can't make anyone happy.
I hate myself.
So do me a favor,
And hate me too.
Because if you hate me,
Then I don't have to hate myself.
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EDIT: So, every now and then, someone new wanders in, relates to this very old piece of writing, and comments and/or favs. First of all, thank you. I never imagined that something I wrote would reach out to other people, let alone years after it stopped being relative.
For those of you that find this piece sings to your soul, I wish to simply say, I recognize you. I don't believe it is uncommon for many people to share these feelings at least once in their life, but all the same, most people react by bottling and hiding away. I wrote this piece as a way to circumvent that bottling. Anyone who feels that they may share in the feelings here, or feels burdened by the weight of depression at all, I wish to tell you that you are not alone. I encourage you to open up to your peers, but if that is not possible, I will always be an open and friendly ear. Take care, readers.
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just something i wote in my 4 period (blach, i hate history) but yeah it is based around actual emotion. cause its nothing too new. if you know me at all you will have heard the similar hing about 50 million times now and im sorry for being repetitous
For those of you that find this piece sings to your soul, I wish to simply say, I recognize you. I don't believe it is uncommon for many people to share these feelings at least once in their life, but all the same, most people react by bottling and hiding away. I wrote this piece as a way to circumvent that bottling. Anyone who feels that they may share in the feelings here, or feels burdened by the weight of depression at all, I wish to tell you that you are not alone. I encourage you to open up to your peers, but if that is not possible, I will always be an open and friendly ear. Take care, readers.
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just something i wote in my 4 period (blach, i hate history) but yeah it is based around actual emotion. cause its nothing too new. if you know me at all you will have heard the similar hing about 50 million times now and im sorry for being repetitous
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